How desperate you must feel.
If you sit quietly and listen carefully you will hear it. The sound of something free falling through the air. It sizzles and sparks as it falls at terminal velocity towards its destination. Its direction is in no way random. Oh no, it knows where it is going and it is dead on target. I am talking about your conscience, David. Your conscience has taken on the form of a flaming sword and it is coming for your head.
More than 11 years have passed since you effectively got rid of L Ron. For this I can hardly blame you as we all know in his latter days he was utterly mad. If the public had ever gotten a chance to see and here him even the most brainwashed and degraded Scientologist would have walked away from Scientology in horror of the judgmental mistake they made about Scientology. I know that's how it was for me.
Now you stand in his shoes. Those shoes are much too big for you. You have little to no formal education. You have never written or published even an essay on science fiction. You have never had a meaningful or basic idea concerning the basis of Scientology philosophy. As a matter of fact in your ignorance, greed and eagerness to please the IRS you have changed a lot of the policy and beliefs of you mentor L Ron. Since you have taken over, Scientology has fewer Scientology orgs, fewer parishioners, and a lot more problems. I look at what you are doing to Mike Rinder these days. Every time I see him he looks like he has not slept in a week and he acts like a robot. Rinder was always a member of the Scientology Watch Dog Committee. He never ever had anything to do with Intel and PR which is obvious. You have trashed so many people within Scientology itself that no government plan could have done a better job to get rid of Scientology. You are the one getting rid of Scientology but you blame it on Bob Minton, Stacy Young, me and a few others. Good job David, carry on.
There used to be people who would work for you and execute the criminally insane acts you demanded of them. Look around you now. Most are gone and the rest have tried to leave. Marty Rathbun, ready to leave the Sea Org after the IRS felonies he was a part of. Lyman Spurlock' worn down from committing crime after crime. He wanted to leave as well. Norman Starkey, a racist puppet and true no brainer. Which one of them do you think will perform the ultimate sacrifice for you and go to jail? I have the answer for you David. The answer is none of them. What about your friend Marc Yeager? He's out of Scientology now yet he was the last person to try and convince me to stay. What happened there? What happened is you trash friend and foe alike, a true psychotic and my best advice to you is get professional help for that. To say the least the excludes Scientology.
Yet even as I write to you your hired goons (private investigators) stalk my children, my 72 year old father, my brother, old girl friends and current business associates trying to reek havoc. How does it feel when they come back and tell you it seems no matter what they do and what they say NO ONE will turn against me? The best you can do is create minor and temporary upset. You spend tens of thousands of dollars a week on the goons for me, your Scientology robots go through my pc folders again and again for leads and it all turns up cold to you. It would be foolish for me to say all of this is not making my friends and family feel bad but through the grace of God they have ears and can here your ax coming. But tell me David, how do you feel ordering the innocent to suffer?
In the controversy of OT 8 it has been said L Ron mentioned a verse from the book of revelations in the bible. L Ron says he is Satan the bringer of light and everyone is just confused. Well I have another verse that is appropriate to those you torture and cause to suffer.
"When he opened the fifth seal. I saw under the alter the souls of those who had been slain for the word of God and for the witness they had borne: they cried out with a loud voice, O Sovereign Lord, holy and true, how long before you will avenge our blood on those who dwell upon the earth?" Revelations 5:9.
Can you hear that sound David? Can you feel it in the air? Don't worry you will.